The Last Time I Committed Suicide

June. 20,1997      R
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Neal Cassady is living the beat life during the 1940s, working at The Tire Yard and and philandering around town. However, he has visions of a happy life with kids and a white picket fence. When his girlfried, Joan, tries to kill herself he gets scared and runs away. But when Joan reappears will he take the chance at that happiness, or will he turn his back on it?

Thomas Jane as  Neal Cassady
Keanu Reeves as  Harry
Adrien Brody as  Ben
John Doe as  Lewis
Claire Forlani as  Joan
Jim Haynie as  Jerry
Marg Helgenberger as  Lizzy
Lucinda Jenney as  Rosie Trickle
Gretchen Mol as  Mary Greenway
Pat McNamara as  Father Fletcher

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Reviews

Curapedi
1997/06/20

I cannot think of one single thing that I would change about this film. The acting is incomparable, the directing deft, and the writing poignantly brilliant.

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ThedevilChoose
1997/06/21

When a movie has you begging for it to end not even half way through it's pure crap. We've all seen this movie and this characters millions of times, nothing new in it. Don't waste your time.

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Voxitype
1997/06/22

Good films always raise compelling questions, whether the format is fiction or documentary fact.

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Mathilde the Guild
1997/06/23

Although I seem to have had higher expectations than I thought, the movie is super entertaining.

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ptoche
1997/06/24

The most disappointing thing about this movie is that it has no literary value. There is no story to speak of, Neal Cassady's life is pathetically boring, and the dialog is without any wit at all. We follow Neal Cassady -- who is supposed to be 20 but looks 30 -- swap girlfriends and hangs out with some losers, including some totally unrecognizable Beat poets.The actors are doing their best but the script they are grappling with is empty. It's pretty girls and pretty boys, and pretty boring.No wit, and, worst of all, no beat!Neal Cassady : a would-be James Dean without a cause and indeed without a rebellion!

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reiben
1997/06/25

"this was not the last time I committed suicide..." That's such an amazing line. It's all about how you make certain choices that could make the world of difference in your future, how the road you have just chosen to take might not be the one that you most want -- but for some reason you take it anyways. That by one choice, you are killing a life that you might've had. It's a great movie! And the ending is wonderful! It's so bittersweet, so honest. It makes me wish that things were as easy as they were then. That like Neal Cassady, I could just drop everything, hop into a stolen car, and ride away --- doesn't matter where, just away.

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Kuonoono
1997/06/26

An interesting historical fiction of a real letter written from Neil Cassady to Jack Kerouac. Real artsy, and poetic. Almost like Macbeth, not the story, but how it drew a character. The hero of the story, you know is in ways bad, but you feel for.

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darrengoh
1997/06/27

The only reason I rented this movie is because of Gretchen Mol. She gave a great performance as a 16 year old teenager in the 50s. Definitely dreamy. Overall the movie was kind of boring, due to lack of story. I guess you can't develop much of a story from one letter. The mood of the movie however is excellent. It captured the accent of the beat generation. Killer sound track too. I actually thought I might even enjoy it more if the whole movie is in black and white.

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